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C R O S S

by J Ū N O

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1.
I’ve stayed awake long enough I think It took me time to understand why I couldn’t sleep Counting sheep and deep breathing didn’t help in anything My eyes don’t want to close tight, as the stars still burn bright I went outside and stared at the night sky, But as my eyes were looking up I was thinking If I'm happy here, if this is what I really want? And wondering how everything could be better if I choose to move from this place From the house we’ve built, that is decaying If these walls could talk They would tell me the truth About what happened, when you Let another man embrace your heart And sleep in our bed I wasn’t there, but I was always thinking of you When I came back, I noticed that some things had changed Your shifty eyes,and your cold lips they have betrayed all of your lies And I wanted to forgive you But I know that one day or another Your true colours will begin to show A new start, new air to breathe, a better life I think, That'll bring me back to sleep I will never, be that kind of man, smiling every time Just trying to pretend everything is going fine I won’t go blind, I just want to live this life Without thinking about What you could've done behind my back So I can finally sleep at night
2.
Reverie 03:13
It was an accident, I didn’t see it coming It was too late to brake, but what could've happened? I remember being late I really needed to take a rest So I hit the gas I needed some air to keep me awake from this endless drive home I was so tired, I rolled my window down, Concrete out of sight in the middle of the night Headlights flickering in my head, the center line began to fade away My eyes were tired.... It was hard to keep them open Heavy eyelids and blurred vision, It’s like the lights and sounds were driving me far away Far away from here, to an imaginary place I felt my weariness slowly disappear My eyes were tired, it was hard to keep them open I struggled, I felt my weariness slowly disappear At this moment, I felt so comfortable, It’s hard to resist To not fall asleep, I wanted to desist My head started to nod, it’s hard to focus I rubbed my eyes and I kept telling myself I’ll handle this, I’ll be fine When I woke up I saw something Crossing the road in front of me It’s like the time just stopped I’d seen its face, its misery I tried my best to avoid him But I couldn’t brake I don't know if it was just a dream but… It was an accident, I didn’t see it coming It was too late to brake, maybe I hit something But I was too afraid to turn back and face the truth
3.
Broken Son 05:19
It was such a tragic moment The loss of my best friend But I swear I’ve done my best To make you smile and keep you safe As your life became so awful, when your parents separated And your heart’s been torn apart, I was trying to be there I remember that cold winter day on December 1994 We were playing together in your basement, Like we’ve always done before And suddenly we heard your mother's cries in the living room Then your father slammed the door without turning back you knew that he would not be coming back In that moment, I didn’t get the meaning of her cries And the reason why he left but when I saw your face, I started to realize that soon you would move from this place And our friendship would never be the same That day I lost my friend That day you lost your family with that perfect happiness That day I felt so lonely because we’ll never meet again I know that every winter sadness still remains, and I’ll remember As the first snowflakes fall on our hometown That you and I used to be friends The good moments that we have spent We laughed, we cried, we hoped and dreamed But everything has to end up against our will We made a promise to ourselves that one day Our paths would cross again Two days later, When your mom packed the last few things from your house I saw you escaping from the window of this sinful home, I saw you running faster Like you didn’t want to miss a new departure The more that we love, no matter who we are We have to expect to destroy someone else
4.
Antematter 02:41
My eyes open suddenly, my heartbeats sound loud and heavy However I’m alone in this bed But I bet that you were here Yet I could feel your shadow And your scent all around me Which pierce my lungs and spread within me I’m haunted by your missing So I’ve decided to never think about it And draw a line under our past Then turn the page rewrite a new one Which will be created without you, without all these worries And yet your ghost’s still turning around me Why do I see you when I close my eyes You laugh at me because you know I’m still thinking of you I'm still...thinking of you As I close my eyes, I hear your voice Telling me to come back to you, but I don’t want to. Because I know that we are going nowhere I want to forget you, chase you out of my mind Erase everything to never miss you again
5.
For now the time has come To face the problem To become the man that I’ve always wanted to be Maybe it’s too late but I have to do this To save our family from a tragic ending I’m sick of hearing them arguing every single day I’m sick of being left aside, wallowing in misery I feel like I don’t even exist I’m just a ghost between the walls of this broken home There is nothing more that I can do here That will change the reality So I have to run away from here To make them understand That their love could come back again And the truth will set them free Tonight I'll pack my bag, get ready to run away In the deepest dark, my shadow will fade away I’ll have to face my fears and do it as I've planned I won’t get cold feet, I won’t be giving in I’ll go over the wall and I’ll run away Once I’ve passed the gate I will never turn back I’m running as fast as I can My legs are hurting me, I won’t be giving in And I can feel my heart racing within me My lungs are about to explode I got this feeling of complete freedom That will make me fly away Towards a better horizon While waiting for peace Just to come back home I won’t get cold feet I won’t be giving in As I cross this road I can see A brighter path That opens in front of me

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released October 14, 2016

C R O S S

Vocals | Robin Renard
Guitar/Vocals | Hugo Cavaillès
Bass/Vocals | Zack Heuff
Drums | Loïc Bruyère

Recording/Mix | Xavier Bourassa
Mastering | Adam Cichocki

Art Direction/Design | Studio Cardinal

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